.chaos.in.the.house.

Whisper (just a lil’) L.0.U.D.E.R

There’s always [that] thought that stuck in the back of your mind.

That thought you were not quite ready to speak aloud.Due to uncertainty, due to rejection, due to fear and all sort of negative aura surrounded you.

For instance, that thought of yours almost triggers you to tell that special someone “i love you more than a friend” for the first time..it feels as though it was like a small whisper…..

How I wish I could whisper (just) a little LOUDER with (just) a little courage?  

;; easy come, easy go..is that how you live?

1.38pm. I’m now at Gardens, Starbucks.

I am supposed to be in study mode but procrastination mode took over. My blog is quite dead and yes! Yours truly is updating now.

Currently, i’m trying really hard to bear with all the chaos that’s been happening. In fact, it never gets better but worse. At the beginning, I’d say that I was going along the flow and practically, even my vibe went down the drain. However, it got me thinking.

Such chaos been happening over and over again. It was just me not realizing it and it was me that is too blinded at the moment and not able to differentiate what is right and what is wrong.

But I guess, well, I think I know what to do and I hope whatever I was about to do and whatever I’ve been doing right now will turn out to be just the way I expected.